When the Magic Fades — and Peace Finds You Anyway

pambooher
May 28
2 min read

There was a time when Disney was my breath of fresh air—my playful escape, my happy place, my joy sparkler. But last year… something shifted. The magic felt dimmer. The excitement felt heavier. And suddenly, I found myself standing at a quiet crossroads, asking God about something I never thought I’d question:

“Should I keep my Disney pass?”

I know, it sounds small. But it was so deeply tied to my heart, to years of sweet memories and life-giving moments. So many seasons of weariness had been soothed by those whimsical castle gates. But this time, it felt… different.

I was tired. Worn. Not just from walking through the parks—but from carrying too much for too long. The pixie dust wasn’t working anymore, and I needed more than a thrill ride—I needed peace.

So I brought it to God. And even though a precious friend gifted me another year, I knew… this was the last one. It was painful to admit. Letting go of this chapter felt like a petal falling.

But oh, the peace that followed…

With every visit, I now walk slower. I notice more. I breathe deeper. Knowing it’s the end of an era has made the moments richer. I don’t take it for granted anymore—and maybe that’s what I needed. To see the beauty in the letting go. To celebrate what was, and open my hands to what’s coming.

And now? I’m actually excited. Not just about what’s next… but about who God is shaping me to be in the in between.